The Beginning of my Journey

Silence, It always Seemed to be my friend. I was a Quite child ,Who loved to be Outside ,You Know as A Kid ,The world seems like a Wonderful place ,Until ur told about its Dangers and What to Watch Out for .For me I Just wanted to be Truly Free,To not have to answer to anyone and go were I Pleased with no restrictions,But for me That Became Much harder as The years Went on ,I Constantly Found myself Shying away from people or not wanting to speak ,Didn't Quite Know what it was or why i felt this pressure on my brain .Until it hit me ,Its Called Anxiety. Its Its Something that alot of people deal with ,Mine made me Not want to speak or made me feel as If No one Wanted to listen, But by thinking these thoughts I was held back from the world, Constantly Pernoid about what other people might be thinking or saying about .I missed the Big Picture and As Time went on I learned to Like to want to talk with others Who i found had Qualities Such as Mine ,That Liked to Laugh ,Get High,Enjoy music,Explore New Places.But Thats Just to Say Even though this is My first time Typing one of these,I can still Say Never Let Yourself get to the point were u Cant even Love Yourself, Cause thats All that Matters at the End of the Day ,SELF.